isn't what i have expected....

no, can't imagine
place from worse to worst
i don't like it
make me feel pressure, exhausted, not worth!!!
at first, thought it would be fun, interesting, gain knowledge
no
it end up as a slave
same company
but not the same country
make such a big different
fed up mann.......
how would i survive
things doesn't go well as what i have expected
planning to QUIT
oh pls
not more than a week
haha......
first experience
shorter than my exam duration
what am i suppose to do??
not really SAM
why don't i keep on??
maybe miracle will happen....
do u think so???
maybe
ok
just have a try
maybe it will be better

i thought

i thought i know them well

but i don't

i thought they treat others will be the same

but they aren't

i thought they treat me as friends

but they don't

i thought we use to have a simple minded when we met each other

but we weren't

i thought we truly treat each other as friend

but we don't

i thought mask were taken off when we chat nor hanging out

but it didn't taken off from them

i thought they were friends

but they were strangers

to me

they were strange to me

they weren't what i have thought

why?

Life is in constant motion....

if u r not sure wat u wan & wat u need

that's wat my sis told me

she hate to be like that

but nothing can be change

it is a fact

maybe u wish that yr life will keep on going full with joy, happiness, excitement, luxurious, hot guys & etc.

but things doesn't go well in the way u wan.........

cheating game......

endless cheating.....what's the purpose of it????

no longer purity......

without trust

without care

without commitment

but full of lie

just for SEX......

commitment

is

the

beginning

of

a

lie

so

don't

ever

simply

make

a

commitment

原来，

人死了不但财产带不走，就连回忆也带不走。。。。

没了回忆，

人也只剩下一副身躯。。。。

不记得小时候的事情，

不记得暗恋过谁，

不记得恨过谁，

甚至自己是谁。。。。。。。

可悲吗??????

那么活着是为了什么???

不公平

对你而言
"他" 是王子。。。。。
对他人而言
"他" 是青蛙。。。。。
多么不公平啊!!!!!

相同的


对他人而言
"你" 是公主。。。。。。
对"他" 而言
"你" 是恐龙。。。。。。


哈哈

...pain....

i like the feeling of pain

tat's wat my sis said

indulge in pain

i like the way it is......

is so so so so funny

i'm so insane,

i like the feel tat being gored

although i hate the time of waiting people

but i like the feel when i'm waiting for the sms, miss call, call or email

as my sis said

she like guessing game, so do i

kinda challenging......

guessing about the other side's thought

maybe it will end up as dissapointment, maybe not

who knows

as long as enjoy the process......

no
i'm kinda stubborn.......why????
i do not mean so......is just my own opinion.......is just my point of view.....my experience!!!!
no one will know what i had experienced.......is kinda unexpected......
i can't convince myself to accept what they think and they agree with it or not....
i just follow what i think
as my friends said: "you are so straight"
in the way of communicate with friends.........
am i???
why i din realised??
i don think so...........i just expressed my feel, my opinion, & my view!!!!
i did it wrongly
sometimes i just don agree with things
no doubt is all about relationship
i just don trust it
although i don even experienced it before but just my thought
i don trust about those words like:
eternity
love
forever
so far so good
is kinda make me feel sucks
& is like so act
it wasn't a movie
we need not used those dramatic kind of dialogue
to me those words are useless......
maybe one day it will be useful to me
but not now.........
n always argue with friend about those problem......n they will just say to me
do u really wan to be alone for the entire whole life??
my answer was
i don mind if i hv enough money......
to me money is everything
WITHOUT MONEY, I'M NOTHING

~kill this hype~

freakin cool mann.....

agree??

where to get it??

i was wondering.......damn desire bout it......cool, and maybe the necessary of a cool gal....

haha.....juz my own opinion

who can help??

wonder to cut a damn jap hairstyle......no longer girly look coz not suit me at all....

i like the origin of SAM.....

maybe.....tat's the real of me......

freakin cool...

no longer wana chase the trend of fashion

as long as i like.....i will wear it

is kinda boyish but i like....

~An aRgument~

II

a cute baby end up as a devil....how pity??

doesn't mean to argue about that......

heard by her

asked

why i was here???

why don't i follow my heart??

why don i follow my dream???

why shall i put money on my 1st place???

why am i wasting my time???

answer.

is all because of money

this is a reality world

nothing much can be explain

MONEY is everything

wihtout money

U R NOTHING

agree????

this is why i had made my choice

asked again

life is meaningless to me.....

my life is just about money

i live because of money but not for myself

true...

that is wat we call a reality world

life is full of shit,

full of corruption,

polluted by sorts of fucking stuff,

like a baby

ended up as a devil

this is wat we call influences.........

看不见了

cotton butt??

island??

weird

castle???

dog??? dinasour???

fire smoke???

cloud???? haha

小时候，

坐在爸爸的车上去兜风

抬头一望

看许多云。。。。但却不是普通的云!!

我们能看到的是那些有着不同样貌而且很可爱的云

好怀念哦

可是

我却看不到了

是为什么???

可能是我变得很复杂了吗??

还是为什么????

在一路上我怎么抬头望

怎么找也找不到。。。。。

当一个人变了或被复杂化时都会失去这些单纯的思想吗???

~a moment to remember~

脑海里的橡皮檫

橡皮檫一点一点的把所有的回忆给檫掉了

毫不留情的。。。

也没有时间的限制

都忘了

朋友，

父母，

情人，

甚至。。。。

自己

可悲

当自己的爱人站在面前却呼叫着前男友的名字

可笑吗？？？

很悲的剧情

却是唯美的。。。。

hate u...

i hate u......
i don mean to lost my scholar

but y???

u scolded me.....u din listen to my reason

u din.....

y????

i miss mum

i really miss mum..........

mum will listen to me............

she will know tat i don mean to lost my scholar.......

i miss u

mum

where r u????

mum

i regret............

u say i lost it becoz i'm lazy.............no....................

i hate u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

miss ya

dear,

i'll miss u......

pls take care

keep in touch

maybe i'm not tat important

but i wish tat i'm one of yr best friend

no matter where u r, i'll always be there to support u

lend u my ear........

don worry

u hv the priority

haha!!

take care & all the best.......

i miss u

my deaR.....

vain & extravagant...

vain

extravagant

not everyone can do so.....

pls don overrate yr ability

don pretend u r when u r not

it will end up in teased by ppl...

do u know tat....

休 止 符 。

思 念 ﹐

是 什 麼 ???

是某 人 不 論 在 多 遠 或 什 麼 地 方 都 會 想 着他吧 !!

想 念 着 和 他 在 一 起 的 回 憶 ﹐

不 論 是 開 心 的 ﹐ 傷 心 的 ﹐ 都 會 在 腦 子 裡 想 電 影 般 的 一 篇 又 一 篇 的 旋 轉 着

無 時 無 刻 的 播 放 着 同 樣 的 一 部 戲 。 。 。 。

不 會 悶 也 不 覺 得 無 聊

默 默 的 享 受 着

但 ﹐

思 念 也 有 得 劃 上 休 止 符 的 一 天

這 需 要 很 大 的 勇 氣 ﹐

所 需 的 時 間 也 許 會 很 長 ﹐ 也 許 會 很 短 。 。。

因 人 而 異 。 。 。

有 的 人 一 輩 子 也 無 法 忘 懷 ﹐ 有 的 人 兩 三 天 就 可 以 了

然 而 從 劃 上 休 止 符 的 那 一 刻 開 始

也 代 表 着 一 切 都 結 束 了

不 可 能 再 回 頭 了 。 。 。 。

雖 然 會 覺 得 可 惜

但

總 比 傻 傻 的 等 好 吧 !!!!

算 啦 。 。 。 。 。 。 。 。 。

都 結 束 了

once in my life......haha

erm..........my final test is coming soon!!!

lazy hippo hvn't start the fuck off revision........

ppl who know me well will be so surprise tat not really very SAM......haha!!!

coz HIPPOSAM is very hardworking oh.........i mean just during exam time......hehe!!!

but dono y??

no longer sam d........very lazy........keep on watching those hong kong series n movie.....but without study......................

aih........aim nothing 4 this semester d...................

sam,

y?????????

u r a hippo d...........n now not just hippo but a lazy 1!!!

useless

maybe i just wan to feel is once that during exam don feel like study

haha

quite good feel also

no pressure.........................

PrEtenCe

i like jokes...
why??
erm......sometimes u won know tat is tat really a jokes or the truth of me!!!!
no doubt is really a good way to hide feeling.....
i always like to pretend
pretend nothing happen, pretend tat i doesn't really care bout things!!!
but sometimes i really lost myself......dono wat i really wan, n wat i really like
tired
tired to pretend anymore.........wish to express it out
therefore,
pretence is already part of my life........
it's all bout pretence.........
in front of everyone
even myself!!!!!!
just try to persuade myself keep on pretend.......
i really tired d.............
really........

unexpectation..............disappointment!!!!

unexpected things happen.......it really drove me crazy!!!!

although u will think tat i'm so naive or childish but i don care.......wat i care is bout u only!!

i can't imagine.......felt so disappointed

but really nothing i can do since u insist tat it wasn't a big matter or so big deal

but to me it was!!!!

is my own principles................................................

wat i can say is just take care...

although i know u r stress but u can express yr it by other way but not by this way

anyway wat i can tell is i don like......

maybe u will think tat watever but i really care bout u only...

don make me worry always!!

no matter wat happen u can call me, maybe i don really understand yr situition but at least u won feel so lonely......

tat's wat i can say...............

take care,

dear.

止 痛 藥 。 。 。 。

止 痛 藥 ﹐

我 現 在 很 需 要 止 痛 藥 !!!

很 痛 ﹐

真 的 很 痛 。 。 。 。 。 。 。

memorable.........

wat u left is just some memories,

wat u took is................................

doesn't matter!!!!

a quite memorable time!!!!

i enjoyed it but i din appreciated it

i keep it to myself............

keep it till the end!!!

keep it in the deepest of my heart

tat's wat i can do............

tat's wat i wan to do

nothing really i can do

nothing i hv the right to do so......

i always like to solve the problem by this way

that's just really my style....

i don need a result

but just the process.....................